From Rock Bottom to Marathon Triumph: My Journey of Sobriety, Running, and Redemption

Hi everyone, I’m Maurice Lowman, a 45-year-old sales and advertising specialist based in Attleboro, Massachusetts. This year marks my fifth anniversary with my company, but more importantly, it’s been over a decade of using running as my number one tool for maintaining sobriety and improving my mental, emotional, and physical well-being.

Struggling with Addiction

My struggle with addiction began in my early 20s when I battled alcohol and hardcore substance abuse. Success came early in my sales career; with it, I found endless excuses to continue down a dark path. Despite several failed attempts at rehab and quitting on my own, I was constantly drawn back into the cycle of addiction. Running was the one thing that always brought me a glimmer of hope. It wasn’t just a form of exercise, but a powerful tool in my recovery, building my confidence and shaking off the fog of a night filled with drugs and alcohol. But I never stayed consistent. Addiction had me too tightly in its grip.

Maurice

The Darkest Days

In my late 20s, things spiraled further out of control. I found myself entangled in crack cocaine, heroin, and methamphetamine. These substances, coupled with the dangerous lifestyle that accompanied them, led to jail time in both Rhode Island and Massachusetts, homelessness, and a life filled with hustling—from drug dealing to scams. But even at my lowest, I knew I could do so much more. I dreamed of running marathons and selling cars, but as a homeless addict without a driver’s license, it felt impossible.

The Turning Point

Everything changed after two back-to-back overdoses in 2012 and 2013, where Narcan revived me on both occasions. Yet, I still didn’t find the strength to quit until another stint in jail in 2014. After being released, I promised myself this time would be different—and it was. Two weeks later, I ran my first half marathon. That race in Bristol, Rhode Island, ignited something in me. The sense of community, the camaraderie, and the positivity that radiated from everyone on the course made me realize I had found my home.

Maurice Running

Embracing the Running Community

From then on, running became more than just a hobby—it became a lifestyle. I embraced local races and marathons, encouraging others in the community while chasing my own goals. What struck me early on was the profound sense of community in the running world. While I had my own story, every runner out there had theirs, too. We all run for different reasons—grief, disease, recovery, or personal goals—but we come together as one, forming a supportive network that uplifts and inspires each other.

Maurice New York City Marathon

Mentorship and Growth

Running didn’t just transform my life; it introduced me to incredible people who helped shape my journey. One of those people was Lori Chekal, a run coach and now a dear friend and mentor. Lori’s guidance and support were instrumental in my growth as a runner. She taught me the importance of maturing in the sport, setting goals, and pushing myself on race day. She introduced me to the Mito community, where I had the honor of joining their Boston Marathon charity team. This experience opened the door for me to run four Boston Marathons, all while raising funds and awareness for rare diseases. Mentorship is a crucial part of personal growth, and I’m grateful for the guidance I’ve received.

Maurice Boston Marathon

Running for a Cause: Herren Project

One charity that holds a special place in my heart is Herren Project, which focuses on addiction recovery and prevention. I applied to be on their team a few years ago but wasn’t selected. However, I received a heartfelt message from the director, Pam Rickard, encouraging me to apply again. Last year, I was proud to lace up for my sixth Boston Marathon and 42nd overall as a member of Team Herren Project 💜.

A New Life Through Running

Running has given me more than I ever thought possible—a higher quality of life, new friendships, and the opportunity to inspire others. When I run these streets, the same ones where I was once lost in addiction, I feel empowered. Running gives me a constant reminder that we all have a place in this community. Now, as I prepare for my next 100-miler and continue my eight-year consecutive outdoor running streak, I celebrate nine years clean from drugs and alcohol, thanks in large part to the running community.

Why “Marathon Panda”?

The name “Panda” comes from my childhood, when my grandmother gave me a stuffed panda bear that I cherished. She used to tell me I’d be a runner one day because of my strong legs, though I didn’t believe it at the time. Fast forward to adulthood, when I discovered running as my outlet, and I knew I had to honor her memory. The panda symbolizes balance for me—fun, strong, and a little playful—just like me! Plus, as someone biracial and loves to snack, it couldn’t be a more fitting animal to represent who I am.

Marathon Panda

Positivity always,

Maurice “Marathon Panda” Lowman

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